Tag Archives: grief

In Death, All Truths Are Revealed.

Oh honey, you must be very happy you are not alive today. How did you manage to keep up your charade for five years? How did you live with yourself? Five years of lying?! Everything I thought you were was … Continue reading

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You Left Me.

Well Honey, I haven’t written lately because I have been avoiding. I avoid feeling the pain. I avoid thinking about you. I avoid the future. I avoid everything. Because if I have to deal with it, then I am going … Continue reading

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Me Without You?

I have spent the last week depressed, in a fog, simply putting one foot in front of the other… or keeping both of my feet firmly tucked into bed. I finally cleaned up our hobby mess from the dining room. … Continue reading

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It’s Been A Hard Week.

I’m tired, honey. I am just not sleeping well and it has been a hard week. Your one month mark was Sunday. None of us handled that well. Your daughter and I had a long talk Monday night and I … Continue reading

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And Then The Lights Came On.

It’s been a busy week, honey. I had a couple of breakdowns. I had my first therapy session, which it turns out I really needed. Then yesterday we were having terrible winds and finally lost power. At first it was … Continue reading

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The Funeral & The Furious

Hey Honey, So it took me a couple of days to pull myself together after your services. The gathering was fantastic. So many people attended. Your son pulled together a great playlist wish included so many of your favorite songs. … Continue reading

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I Am Forever Yours.

Today was your funeral services. Officially the third worst day of my life (2 = the day I found out you were not going to make it, 1 = the day you died). I have so much to say about … Continue reading

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